Friday, 16 November 2012

Going Down My Timeline

Hello. So today I decided to check [is that even the right word to describe what I just did?] my posts on facebook. God, I didn't know I was so immature. Well I guess I was. And maybe I'm still just as immature.
The heartbroken posts, the song lyrics, etc. I was everything I hated today. I'm pretty sure if the me now is looking at all of those posts from the past me, I would be really annoyed. When I went to check the date I first joined facebook, I actually set my relationship status as married. Oh God, I feel so embarrassed.
Then, I was reminded by this one guy. Yeah, I'm sure everyone has a particular someone who left some sort of an impact on their lives. Impact. What a word.
It was stupid. I was stupid. I mean, I knew I was playing with fire but I guess you'll never know that it could actually hurt you until you've burnt yourself or something.
I'm still not ready to tell the whole story though. I don't know why. It's been ages. Okay, I was just exaggerating but it's just something that I don't know, kills a part of me every time I think about it. Maybe one day I'll be brave enough to talk about it.

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