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I have written so many poems. I'm thinking of publishing them here instead. Keeping them away would bring me nothing and I've got nothing to lose by posting them. So.. Yeah.. I guess I'll start publishing them tomorrow. TMNB (;

2nd February, 2012

I thought the feeling has gone until I saw you again today. You acted as if nothing has ever happened between us. Without you knowing, my heart trembled and slowly started to fall apart. Being the good friend I am, I played along to your jokes. Sometimes I wish you could see right through me.

A New Kind Of Blog (?)

So.. It's been a long time since I last wrote. I guess I'm gonna start writing a lot more now (?)
I'm thinking of doing it like a diary entry if you know what I mean. It's gonna be about how I feel etc. I guess I'll get started now then :)

I'm back :)

Wow.. It's been a while since I last blogged about something.. 
It seems like there are so many changes here.. I guess I just have to get used to it.
I mean, that's life.. Sometimes things change. People change. What we thought would stay constant all the time would eventually change to something better, God forbid, worse.
So there reason why I came back is because I'm gonna have my FINALS this week. Well actually it starts tomorrow. My first paper is Biology. I love Biology.

                                                                                                                              This is a picture of a pathogen called Trypanosoma


I know at first I have a little problem adapting to our new lecturer. Well.. Not a little, it's actually quite a lot.
I've become a rebel in some sort of way. I wouldn't pay attention in class. I talked behind her back.
And you know what, I got BAD GRADES. I'm serious. What terrible grades I received during that "period".
When I finally start to realise that my childish behaviour is not making things any better, I thought, "What the heck?"
I actually thought that she hated me too.. But once I get to know her, she's not really that bad and amazingly, she became nicer.. I wonder if this has anything to do with our change in attitude. It's actually not me alone who kinda dislikes her. Almost the whole class does. But anyways.. I'm gonna do my best in my finals.
I wanna make my parents proud. I wanna make my teachers proud. I aim to get 4.00 GPA. I wonder if it's possible. Hmm...
Oh well.. I'm gonna do the very best coz it's all up to me. The rest, I'll leave it to God. He knows that I've tried my best and I leave it in His hands :)
TMNB

Should I Be Proud or Embarrassed?

It's been a long while since my last entry. I guess it can be said that I'm on a hiatus. xD
The entry today is about where I come from and the people here.
A while ago, my friend and I went to hang out at our favourite mall.
As we were about to go home, we decided to stop at McDonald's to get us a McFlurry.
What I can say is that the cashier was really RUDE.
She gave me back a $1 bill which is not in a good condition.

I politely asked her whether I can change it. She looked right at me and IGNORED me.
Yup. SHE IGNORED ME.
I called her again and she told me that the bill belongs to my friend.
So? Am I supposed to blame my friend for it? o.O
She also told me that she can't open the cash register.
I decided to wait there until she has the time to tend to me.
There were also a few tourists standing next to us at that time.
Her kids were clearly spoilt because they kept changing their minds and ordering new things.
As a worker, you are supposed to be calm and patient when you are talking to customers.
This lady however kept rolling her eyes and speak in a harsh tone.
What's with the attitude, miss?
I was still waiting there and i watched the whole scenario. I guess she wanted to make me wait to test my patience. In the end, she took out a purse from the drawer and changed the note.
Is it really that hard to do so in the first 5 minutes? She could've got rid of me earlier.
Then, in the bus, I was trying my best to contain my laughter.
Our buses have a place which is especially for the less-abled people.
Two nurses were sitting there. Me and my mouth can't help it but to say,
"I didn't know that nurses are disable too."
I guess they heard me but they ignored it. There were old men in the bus too and they had to stand like us.
I mean, what's the purpose of making that space then?
That's why I don't know whether I should be proud or embarrassed. 
I would gladly award them with this if they deserved it:

If everyone did their job perfectly, I'm sure they would make the world a much better place.
Well maybe not the world, but the country a better place.
Peace. TMNB.